pµjfbI gIqF dI idÈfhIxqf
mnuwK dy aµdr sfh hn qF Auh pRfxvfn hY qy jy ieh sfh lYabwD hn qF hI Auh pUrn svsQ hY. lYabwD sfhF ivc hI sµgIq vwDdf hY, ieh bolF jF qrËF 'qy inrBr nhIN. ‘iDafn' ivc sfhF dI ieksurqf ÈFqIdfiek aqy suwKdfiek hY. ‘Em' dI DunI ƒ hI sRI gurU nfnk pfqÈfh ny afid DunI mµinaf hY. Aus DunI nfl mn dI ieksurqf pRBU imlx df rs idµdI hY . iesy qoN sur bxy, sµgIq bixaf, iPr bolF df dKl hoieaf. kbIr jI ny sµgIqmeI lihËy ivc BgqI aqy igafn dI rµgf vhfeI, Aus dy rs ivc cuwBI lgf ky asIN awj vI sµsfrk klih klyÈF qoN kuJ dyr leI mukq ho jFdy hF. mDur sµgIq ieµdrIaF rfhIN sfzy aµdr jf ky mn, buwDI aqy icwq ƒ ÈFq krdf hY, nÈF ƒ qnfa rihq krdf hY. ÈfsqrI sµgIq ivc bµsrI, ÈihnfeI dIaF inrol DunIaF mn ƒ iek QF kyNdirq krky inrivcfr aqy inrivkfr hox ivc shfieqf krdIaF hn. ies qrHF afnSd dyx vflf Kumfr awKF ƒ aCoply ijhy bµd krky mnuwK ƒ Dur aµdr dy ÈFq smuµdr ivc Dwk idµdf hY.
pr ikµnI duKdfeI gwl hY ik awj dy pµjfbI gIq, Auwc sµgIq dy sfry AudyÈF ƒ pryH rwK ky, iËhn dy gµdy ivcfrF ƒ bolF ivc Zfl ky suxn vfilaF dIaF sfrIaF ieµdrIaF ƒ Auqyijq krdy hn. inrivcfr krky ÈFq krn dI QF Aus dy aµdr idÈfhIx BfvF dy vyg ƒ pYdf krdy hn. kuJ iek pµjfbI gIqkfrF aqy gfiekF ƒ Cwz ky bhuqy gIqkfrF aqy gfiekF ny ivÈy dI cox ƒ kuVIaF aqy muµizaF dy aPyarË qwk sImq rwiKaf hoieaf hY. ieQy kuJ iek gIqF dy bol iDafn dyxXog aqy icµqfjnk hn. krdy pwpIaF ipafr dIaF idl dIaF cotF 'qy
qyrI Poto Cpvf dUµgf mYN ieµzIaf dy notF 'qy
lf ky jwtF dy muµzy nfl XfrI hux ikAuN zrdI aYN
awDI awDI rfqIN Pon kiraf nf kr, mF sONdI nIN iPkr dI mfrI.
sfrI sfrI rfq cµnF mYN pVHdI qYƒ icwTIaF ilKx dI mfrI.
ienHF vrgy hor axigxq gIq jo ieQy ilKxXog nhIN. kI ienHF df ies qrHF KuwlHyafm pRgtfa ËrUrI hY? asIN smfj aqy puµgrdI hoeI ikÈor pIVHI qoN kI AumId krFgy. jo vyKx, suxngy, AuhI krngy. mfqf-ipqf qoN zrn dI bjfey afiÈk aqy mÈUk afpxy afp ƒ iek dUjy awgy inzr sfbq krngy aqy mfqf-ipqf dy ipafr aqy nsIhqF ƒ iCwky tµg ky ivKfAuxgy ik asIN iksy qoN zrdy nhIN. awj tYlIivËn 'qy pµjfbI dogfxy siBafcfr dy nF 'qy jo Gr ivc pros ky dy rhy hn kI Auh jfieË hY, kI Auh afpxy bwicaF ƒ Auh sB krn dI iejfËq dyxgy jo Auh pYsf kmfAux leI dUsiraF dy DIaF-puwqF sfhmxy pros rhy hn.
jy nf GridaF ny qorI Xfr qyrf kwZ ky lYjUgf[[[kI Auh afpxI DI jF BYx ƒ afiÈk duafrf kwZ ky lY jfx dI iejfËq dy dyxgy[[[
skUlI bwicaF dy afps ivc pxp rhy glq irÈqy, hrkqF nf-smJIaF aqy smwisafvF, ies qoN vI vwD ky afpsI lVfeIaF ijµnf df kfrn AunHF dIaF ‘grl PRYNzË' hn, ivc ienHF gIqF df bhuq vwzf hwQ hY. jy sfzy Gr ivc DUµaF AuT irhf hY qF ËrUr hI asIN afpxy Gr ivc awg lgfeI bYTy hF. hflfq ieµj dy hn ik nOkrIaF ikqy nhIN lwBdIaF, mukfbly dy ies dOr ivc ijQy afriQk, smfijk aqy siBafcfrk pwDr ƒ Auwcf cuwkx dIaF koiÈÈF ivc suDfrkF qy mfipaF dI ipwT lwgI peI hY, AuwQy pµjfbI gfiek ies qrHF dy smfj ZfhU, ivakqIqv aqy cirwqr igrfAU gIq gf ky afpxI roËI-rotI qF clf rhy hn, afpxy bwicaF ƒ bfhr Byj ky pVHfAux df pRbµD vI kr rhy hn pr smfj ƒ afpxIaF rµg-ibrµgIaF jfktF qy lwgy ÈIiÈaF dI ckfcOND nfl AunHF dI soc ƒ aµnHf bxf rhy hn. Kfs qOr 'qy Aumr dy nfËuk pVfa ivcoN lMG rhy Aus ikÈor vrg ƒ jo igwlI imwtI vFg hY, ijs 'qy jo Cfp pY jfvy, Auh pwkf inÈfn bx jFdI hY. asIN pwCmI siBafcfr qoN zry hoey hF pr ies qrHF dy pµjfbI siBafcfr qoN vI awj zrn dI loV nhIN hY?
awj sB qoN vwD smwisafvF ikÈor vrg ivc byhudf cirwqr pqn dIaF hn. Auh afpx yafp ƒ pµjfbI gIqF dy nfiek-nfiekfvF smJdy hn.
ieµj nhIN ik ipafr dI Bfvnf qoN sfƒ kory hoxf cfhIdf hY. TIk hY AumrF dy vhfa ivc AumµgF dIaF qrµgF nfl hI jIvn afpxy cµcl rUp ivc sB qoN luBfAuNdf hY. ipafr df vlvlf hr idl ivc AuwTdf hY, pr hr Bfv ƒ pRgt krn dI iek ÈflInqf Biraf Zµg cfhIdf hY. ipafr df jËbf ÈflInqf, siBaqf aqy komlqf dy prdy ivc hI afpxy sohxy rUp df aihsfs krfAuNdf hY. mn dI hr iek aÈlIl soc jwg awgy Ëihr krn dI Xog nhIN huµdI. ies bfry kOx socygf? kOx aµkuÈ lgfeygf? aÈlIl soc hI smfj ƒ aÈlIlqf vwl DkyldI hY. sµgIq qF rUh dI Kurfk hY? aijhf sµgIq rUh ƒ qF kI skUn dyvygf[[[ieh qF buwDI aqy ijsm ivc vI mYl Br irhf hY. ieh gIq ilKy jfxf vI ikQoN qwk Auicq hY? KuPIaf jgHf 'qy ikqy kr mulfkfqF jF qUµ Èryafm lY jf myrI bFh PV ky[[[ asIN kµinaf BrUx hwiqaf ƒ pfp smJdy hF, aOrq ƒ snmfn idvfAux leI iekjuwt hox df sµdyÈ idµdy hF qF iPr ieQy asIN afpxy kµnF ivc kOVf qyl ikAuN pf ilaf hY?
rµn boql vrgI, cwk lE rwb df nF lY ky[[[ieQy aOrq dI ieµnI bykdrI aqy Aus df bfËfrIkrn, ies qoN vI vwD duwK ieh ik mfzrn lVkI ieh sB aKvf ky KuÈ hY.
pµjfbI lok gIqF ivc ijQy muitafr afpxy bfbul sfhmxy afpxI mnpsµd df vr dwsx lwigaF ÈrmfAuNdI hY, AuQy awj dI muitafr afpxI BfbI, BYx, mF aqy shylIaF ƒ Cwz ky afpxy jIjy ƒ kihx qoN nhIN iJjkdI.
jIjf ivafh krvfAux ƒ jI krdf[[[[
kI ieh sfzy pµjfbI ivrsy dI sµBfl ho rhI hY? mµinaf ik smF bdl irhf hY pr bËurgF df siqkfr, vwizaF dI Èrm aqy aOrq df snmfn hmyÈf hr Xuwg ivc loVINdf hY. ieQy smfj df dUhrf cirwqr vI sfhmxy afAuNdf hY. bwicaF dy cirwqr pRqI asIN icµqq hF pr ienHF gIqF ivc drsfeI jf rhI PUhVqf kfrn ho rhy ypqn pRqI nhIN.
inRqk, gfiek, kvI, lyKk klfkfr dI ÈyRxI ivc afAuNdy hn. pr klfkfr ny mOilkqf ƒ sµBfl ky rwKx huµdf hY, smfijk vrqfry ƒ Auwc syD dyxI huµdI hY, ieh Aus dy Aupr bhuq vwzI i˵myvfrI hY. jy klfkfr dI soc pfkIËgI, swcfeI ÈflInqf aqy dUrdrÈqf nfl Eq-pRoq nhIN qF Auh klf df cµgf aqy sQfeI pRBfv vflf pRdrÈn nhIN kr skdy! ieh qF lokF dI mµg hY. lok Ëihr mµgx qF kI asIN Ëihr dy dyeIey pr ieQy mYN ies df iËkr vI krFgI ik ieh vI ho irhf hY. ‘nÈf ivroDI' pRogrfm qF asIN bhuq kr rhy hF pr Èrfb, qµbfkU afid sB kuJ ivk irhf hY. ieh Ëihr vI qF ivk hI irhf hY. nÈf jy srIr ƒ Kqm krn vflf Ëihr hY qF aÈlIl sfihq, gIq, ikqfbF afid cirwqr aqy ivakqIqv ƒ Kqm krn vfly Ëihr hn. ieh sfzy sfiraF df PrË hY ik jF qF asIN smfj dI igrfvt 'qy icµqf pRgt nf krIey jF iPr ÈuD, swcy aqy mËbUq idl nfl AunHF ËihrIlIaF jVHF ƒ AuKfVIey jo ies df kfrn hn aqy BfÈf dy sucwjy rUp dI vrqoN krky ies ƒ hiQafr bxf ky ienHF koJy aqy krUp hwilaF df mUµh qoV jvfb dyeIey!
awj asIN jy afpxI ikÈor pIVHI ƒ nhIN bcfvFgy qF sfzy kol kuJ vI nhIN bcygf ikAuNik mn ienHF AuqyjnfvF nfl ihµsk bxdf jf irhf hY qy ihµsk cirwqr, nf kudrq ƒ bcf ky rKygf, nf smfj ƒ , nf hI afpxy-afp ƒ. ies leI gfiek vIr BYxF ies df iKafl rwKx qy afpxI klf ƒ smfj AusfrU rUp dyx, ijs df asIN supnf lYNdy hF.